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Apr. 26th, 2013 02:39 pm
lurath: teephs (Saber)
I PASSED! I PASSED. I PASSED. I PASSED!

I'M GOING TO BE AN OREGON BAR MEMBER. AHHHHH.

I'm going to be an attorney.

loki_i have all these feels

I thank me not breaking down today on the blue heron that circled over me twice when I was standing in the horse pasture this morning, feeling sosoSO miserable. It was so close I could see the color of it's eyes - a bright hazel-yellow.

Swearing in is on May 16th... so I guess I'm not getting married that day! But soon.

Brian is going to be so happy he won't have to deal with me studying all summer!

GWEE!

EDIT: My dad just texted in response to my news: "Can you practice magic outside Hogwarts now?!"

Haha.
lurath: teephs (weasel will)
And I dream of Andrew kissing me. NOT HELPFUL stupidstupidbrain. Though I am curious why it's always Andrew who is kissing me, while I always see Brian as an animal in dreams (he's a mule deer!).

Luckily that dream made me wake up (feeling all disjointed, as such dreams usually do), and when I fell back asleep I ran with a pack of spotted hyenas. We stalked a lion. Stole her kill. Crunched some bones. And then took down a water buffalo after chasing it for miles and miles. The smells were intense. All my senses were so much better than my puny human meat senses. I clamped my jaws on the buffalo's nose and it shook me, trying to gore me, but I didn't let go. I could feel it's hot grassy breath shuddering out between my teeth.

I'm tired now and somewhat sleep deprived (recovering from being sick the past couple days), but I feel mentally more sane now. A hyena was exactly what I needed even though I didn't know it at the time. Intelligence, endurance, putting everything in its right place. By force if necessary.

I also decided I'm not going to pay those medical bills. THEY were the ones that fucked up. I did everything I could have done at the time to make sure things were going smoothly. But they fucked it up.

Bar exam study continues. I'm working from about 7am to 9:30pm STRAIGHT, with only breaks for meals and occasionally showering. I'm going to try and make room for exercise too once I stop feeling sick.

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